It's funny that you used to think if only i knew how it was, i always knew, i just didn't had the courage to take those steps.

Mix fm had some dinner function on my working place @ thursday, which was 2 days ago.

I met serena c, sham, and jay. I even served them :)
Only roshan wasn't there, thats 'cause he's probably @ mix fm station for his dj time 7-12am.

- yeah i checked their website.

The fact is, i don't know much about mix,
i only know serena c & sham are mix fm djs, and mix fm plays 80's at midnight,
which i don't listen to, since flyfm's my baby.

It seems like i don't just think about you anymore, i also dreamt about you.

Currently working.
Hehe. I'm saving up to get my w705 :)

ex oh ex oh.
i tahu you cinta i.
gossi daniel lee :)

those messages was clear that you agreed with him

Just came back from solo-date denise kuay, hehe.

I swear, i was like 100-200 metres away from tyson.

They changed my mood completely after they showed up.
after a very sohai incident.

You can read more at denise's blog after she updates,

since now im busy erm,
saving kids from being raped heh.
This city needs me *plays random hero theme song*

You probably wont care about it, so what.
I luff you

this goodbye is not fun

It's finally settled.
Your funeral, the sitting, everything.
I tried my best to help out your family.

You are deeply missed, loved.

you were the worst after-effect

Fuck everything.
Nothing is on my side.
I don't see why i should live on,
it's not meaningful.

You're not something I want, you're something I need.

The syndrome ends.
I officially need a new distraction in life to stop thinking about you.

Books can be my tissue paper to wipe my ass while i shit now ;)

Went home after school,
then went tropicana mall with joel & jon yip,
went to visit the old hangout place, arcade.
you can see pmr students is back to meraba-raba their old girlfriend hardcore-ly, the midnight machine.
went to eat lunch after a long visit in the arcade.

The real purpose in tromall was finding a job.
obviously failed.

Joel gave up looking for job after being rejected once, lmao.

Continued out job-searching adventure with jonathan after lunch at stadium station kopitiam, sucker place. -.-

Jon yip was being an attention-slut. (hope he doesn't read this, hehe)
While we were on our way to somewhere to find a job,
He stopped infront of a shop with a few girls and say they are my bestfriend,
and telling them i wanna say hi to them.

I stunned.
.."What the fuck, man."

Went cc, sigh.


Maxis centre @ ttdi tomorrow morning to get back my old number,
having no phone to stay contact with anyone during this "festive season" sucks.
I missed out alot already, just by losing a phone.

Fuck that booty hole

This year / today is the worst birthday of my life.

Everything was still alright after geography which was in the morning,
i even received a birthday card.

Then it all changed during library,
i felt damn bloody restless, no mood at all just like some pms girl.
I can't study properly, i have no passion in doing maths not like last time.

& then my phone got stolen at the beg place, that was also my fault for leaving it there.
i can only put the blame on myself.

Worst among all the birthdays.

After going through all this,upon reaching home.
my body couldn't move from bed, i slept from 6.30 till 2.00.