I have never claimed i am a wise person.
release my pride and swallow it down,
feeling like a man taking fire
as he vows to protect his country flag in a war-field till the last drip of blood.
an act of bravery but there was no souls left to bother only the smell of decomposition
drown my pain in a bottle of whiskey,
every hatred, sorrows, fears disintegrate quicker every gulp.
feeling safe as the feeling of numb comes in.
this medal & respect i gained from good act,
heart over mind, it was all a dumb decision.
never felt proud, my heart was already broken
the constant heartbreak has already
slowly evolved to an obsession
as i forgot how was it like again to be happy with love.
my sanity is lost in the commotion
keeping me a prison filled up with these emotions.
You were like a sunrise,
nothing but praises from everyone.
oh a beautiful sight indeed,
but someone like you doesn’t belong is this place.
it’s just a dose of realness, don’t mistake it with hate.
peace
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