Deluded Conspiracy

Page 15 of 366

2012-01-15T00:52:00.003+08:00

So, 2011 is officially over.
I'm finally done with high school.

2012, a year of college, driving & NS.
be nice please?

Day 79 - confessional joke of the day

2011-03-20T17:11:00.002+08:00

Someone forward this to my mail, hahaha.

A guy goes into the confessional box after years of being away from the Church.

He pulls aside the curtain, enters and sits down.

There's a fully equipped bar with crystal glasses, the best wine, Guinness on tap, cigars and liqueur chocolates nearby, and on the wall a fine photographic display of buxom ladies, who appear to have mislaid their garments.

He hears a priest come in:

"Father, forgive me for it's been a very long time since I've been to confession and I must admit that the confessional box is much more inviting than it used to be".

The priest replies, "Get out, you idiot. You're on my side".

Day 62 - an end?

2011-03-04T00:44:00.005+08:00

Walking away isn't easy, when it's everything you ever wanted.

.

Day 354 : Can you keep a secret?

2010-12-21T01:20:00.003+08:00

Secret :
There was never anyone else, I just wanted you.

There's a moment, where all the air is somehow rushing into your lungs and you gasp.
And then.. you clasp your hand over your mouth to stop the sound as the tears immediately stream down your face.
There's a burn from the hot, salty wetness.
You take a deep breath. You wipe the tears away.
And just like that it's over.
Like it never happened.

Day 345 : thoughts of an confused mind

2010-12-12T00:03:00.006+08:00

" it's true.

no it isn't.

it's true.

no it isn't.

it's true.

no it isn't."

debated his heart against his mind.

I can't go on like this.

Day 388; love at first light

2010-12-04T19:34:00.010+08:00

" Life is like a road map, going all directions.
Life is like a disease, multiple infections.
Life is like a girl, always second guessing.
Life isn't the answer, life would be the question.
Life is like a coin,
You can spend it any way you wish,
but you only spend it once. "

Day 320; the complication of being simple

2010-11-17T03:21:00.009+08:00

I remember when I was 4 or 5,
I spent hours and hours looking at my young reflection in my sliding mirror door. I didn’t know who the person looking straight at me was.
When I finally realized that I was looking at myself,
I was sorely disappointed.
Till this day, I always look at my reflection in the mirror.
The feeling of disappointment is still there.

Day 311; Autophobia - Fear of being alone or of oneself.

2010-11-07T19:28:00.003+08:00

I have never claimed i am a wise person.
release my pride and swallow it down,
feeling like a man taking fire
as he vows to protect his country flag in a war-field till the last drip of blood.
an act of bravery but there was no souls left to bother only the smell of decomposition
drown my pain in a bottle of whiskey,
every hatred, sorrows, fears disintegrate quicker every gulp.
feeling safe as the feeling of numb comes in.
this medal & respect i gained from good act,
heart over mind, it was all a dumb decision.
never felt proud, my heart was already broken
the constant heartbreak has already
slowly evolved to an obsession
as i forgot how was it like again to be happy with love.
my sanity is lost in the commotion
keeping me a prison filled up with these emotions.

You were like a sunrise,
nothing but praises from everyone.
oh a beautiful sight indeed,
but someone like you doesn’t belong is this place.
it’s just a dose of realness, don’t mistake it with hate.
peace

Day 300; hope for an end of reminiscing

2010-10-28T00:05:00.005+08:00

the absence, the depths of your dark brown eyes,
you left like smoke dissolving into the dark of the night.
your laughs of joy that echoes through my head, they still keep me up at night.

that place where i am bound,
can never find a place where my mind can transcend the box,
the walls, and the bars on the window,
confined. in my own mind, seized by you.

I just want to sleep, so i won't feel.

Day 218 ; The moment

2010-08-06T17:27:00.008+08:00

All I have is a fantasy.

Like a dream, it will be over when reality seeps in.

This time, my eyes was closed to contain its moist.

There were voices in my mind telling me that I belong to the garbage.
I felt unwanted.

I then saw the repeatable mistake i've made constantly and woke up in reality

with the feel of, changing.

Day 161 ; clearance

2010-06-10T01:40:00.004+08:00

I would calm down as I look at her smile.

I conceal and hide my feelings away from her.

I hold my breath and bite my lips.

That smile,

because even if it was uneven, or too toothy or it wasn't that pretty,

It was the most beautiful thing in the world because it was, hers.

Do us all a favor, stfu.

2010-05-20T21:47:00.008+08:00

I keep proving you wrong every single line,

and all you do is throw your same senseless logic back at me.

Suck it up, buttercup.

Please take care

2010-04-30T00:34:00.006+08:00

They said you're just a mad delusion,
That my love for you is hallucination,
That all your good qualities,
Are figments of my imagination,
Tell me then my love.

Is what we have only an illusion?

wasted endurance

2010-04-10T20:55:00.004+08:00

Epic fail.

one more chance to make it right

2010-03-07T18:42:00.007+08:00

I like you, bookies.

I'll cheat myself for 1 whole week or whatsoever.

so please, guide me with your body,

show me formulas to impress the paper without stripping of my clothes.

Currently busy being a slut with books so i could pimp with the paper.

& life.

Gah. so many things changes, but not my faith.& hope. give it up daniel.

you're a waste of space inside

2010-02-24T23:52:00.007+08:00

She was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever:
I was wrong.

If i were to reply, i'll waste my endurance throughout the suffering times

2010-02-15T01:25:00.011+08:00

My mind and my heart are at war
This whole situation will leave me sitting here with empty bottles
Trying to forget the last time I was happy
Too complicated to explain I shouldn't even dare speak,
with this noose tied around my neck
And she's pulling it tighter with every pathetic breath I take.

I'll love you as deep as the sea

2010-02-11T21:36:00.006+08:00

I woke up at 5 today & i did not know why.

Went to torrent some episodes of Leverage and went back to room.

Vanilla twilight was stuck in my head cause i heard a song that sounded like

Vanilla twilight's intro.

It was in my blog last time,

The last time i heard it was around October. I felt so annoyed trying to get it off my head.

Anyways, i tried to sleep after that.

But i woke up after 20 minutes, cause i had a dream of me looking down from ou and saw my friend having super sexy big longkang,

It was a guy btw. disgusting HAHAHAHA. Not gonna mention who :P

Currently hooked unto

New Perspective - Panic At The Disco

; I listen to it like everyday

since the first week of december. :)

It's all too good to be true.

2010-02-04T21:36:00.008+08:00

It was your beauty that attracted me on the first time,

but as i know you better,
i realize i didn't fall for your looks.
although you are the super hot one but,
and it seems that what I fell for was,
you being you.

Just wanted to get this off my head, was stuck pretty much the whole day.
Off to homeworks, then sleep.

'cause all of the hell that's in my time

2010-02-02T00:21:00.003+08:00

I know you really hate me,

Guess how much i don't care?

back from 2 days 1 night melacca. fu' awesome, yeah i am.

But i regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

2010-01-30T11:40:00.003+08:00

Dear R,

I promised i'll be at the back of you in whatever decision you made as a friend.
If it's suffering to you, i don't get why you're still in a relationship.
and you always come to me for advices, which i'm really speechless already.
P.S thanks for the present.

I'm mentally handsome lah, if you can see lah.

2010-01-22T19:18:00.003+08:00

I guess i'm going school afterall, were suppose to skip. :)
but seems like the timing to leave for ipoh will be delayed,
so might as well just go school,
ain't ponteng-ing to go cc. :D

Skipped lunch, having kaya bun for dinner.

I guess

2010-01-16T16:08:00.008+08:00

I guess my blog's adventure is coming to an end.
I guess i no longer have interest to blog since i didn't have like internet to blog.
I guess i lost my passion for blogging.
I guess i'm serious.
I guess i could be kidding at the same time.
I guess i'm starting to be a good boy.
I guess i'm not a good boy either.
I guess it's time i should say "Goodbye blogger, I'm cheating on you for school homeworks. ;)"
I guess my cousin rebecca ong is getting more annoying and annoying.
I guess i'll put some effort to be teacher's petpet.
I guess i'll be a better guy in some aspect that i'm not sure where besides the jerk part.
I guess i'm quite awesome & hot lately.
I guess i'm getting sexier & sexier day by day.
I guess i been getting alot of secret admirer lately.
I guess i just wanna post some stuff that people has been saying about me recently.
I guess my cock is much bigger then yours.
I guess this is time you put zip up your pants and stop playing with that stick.
I guess you really should stop imagining stuffs with me at bed or sofa or the kitchen table or especially the toilet.
I guess this is the end.
I guess i'm just kidding.
I guess i should go on.
I guess i'm getting annoying now.
I guess you're just jealous, that's why you think i'm annoying.
I guess you really should look at the mirror, cause that's what i've been thinking about the whole day. :)
I guess i'm super great guesser.
I guess i'll be successful in life because of guessing.
I guess i could earn million because of guessing.
I guess megan fox or jessica alba will bring me to her place and guess things about their naked body. :D
I guess you're super jealous now of what a sucesssful great guesser i am.
I guess you're gonna stop reading now.
I guess you're gonna leave my blog and start thinking about how great i am.
I guess you are not, but you're still with me afterall.
I guess by now daniel lee is like the new black that everyone is following.
I guess i'll continue this later.
I guess you're hoping i won't be joking.
I guess you're right.
I guess this is goodbye.

© The new black in town, daniel :)

I'll pause this game, so our love will never end lets go again

2009-12-14T04:20:00.003+08:00

Old song,
just a random post.
Just finished playing mario kart. ♥

d:

I've poured my heart out, a million times, for a million reasons ; to offer it to you

2009-12-12T02:26:00.005+08:00

Like an old photograph,
Time can make feelings fade,
I hope.

I just don't know why

2009-12-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to the birthday girl
:)

It's funny that you used to think if only i knew how it was, i always knew, i just didn't had the courage to take those steps.

2009-11-21T02:37:00.002+08:00

Mix fm had some dinner function on my working place @ thursday, which was 2 days ago.

I met serena c, sham, and jay. I even served them :)
Only roshan wasn't there, thats 'cause he's probably @ mix fm station for his dj time 7-12am.

- yeah i checked their website.

The fact is, i don't know much about mix,
i only know serena c & sham are mix fm djs, and mix fm plays 80's at midnight,
which i don't listen to, since flyfm's my baby.

It seems like i don't just think about you anymore, i also dreamt about you.

2009-11-19T13:28:00.001+08:00

Currently working.
Hehe. I'm saving up to get my w705 :)

ex oh ex oh.
i tahu you cinta i.
~~gossi~~ daniel lee :)

those messages was clear that you agreed with him

2009-11-01T02:00:00.006+08:00

Just came back from solo-date denise kuay, hehe.

I swear, i was like 100-200 metres away from tyson.

They changed my mood completely after they showed up.
after a very sohai incident.

You can read more at denise's blog after she updates,

since now im busy erm,
saving kids from being raped heh.
This city needs me *plays random hero theme song*

You probably wont care about it, so what.
I luff you

this goodbye is not fun

2009-10-23T00:39:00.003+08:00

It's finally settled.
Your funeral, the sitting, everything.
I tried my best to help out your family.

You are deeply missed, loved.

you were the worst after-effect

2009-10-17T03:06:00.005+08:00

~~Fuck everything.~~
Nothing is on my side.
I don't see why i should live on,
it's not meaningful.

You're not something I want, you're something I need.

2009-10-13T19:16:00.003+08:00

The syndrome ends.
I officially need a new distraction in life to stop thinking about you.

Books can be my tissue paper to wipe my ass while i shit now ;)

Went home after school,
then went tropicana mall with joel & jon yip,
went to visit the old hangout place, arcade.
you can see pmr students is back to meraba-raba their old girlfriend hardcore-ly, the midnight machine.
went to eat lunch after a long visit in the arcade.

The real purpose in tromall was finding a job.
obviously failed.

Joel gave up looking for job after being rejected once, lmao.

Continued out job-searching adventure with jonathan after lunch at ~~stadium~~ station kopitiam, sucker place. -.-

Jon yip was being an attention-slut. (hope he doesn't read this, hehe)
While we were on our way to somewhere to find a job,
He stopped infront of a shop with a few girls and say they are my bestfriend,
and telling them i wanna say hi to them.

I stunned.
.."What the fuck, man."

Went cc, sigh.

Maxis centre @ ttdi tomorrow morning to get back my old number,
having no phone to stay contact with anyone during this "festive season" sucks.
I missed out alot already, just by losing a phone.

Fuck that booty hole

2009-10-10T03:42:00.003+08:00

This year / today is the worst birthday of my life.

Everything was still alright after geography which was in the morning,
i even received a birthday card.

Then it all changed during library,
i felt damn bloody restless, no mood at all just like some pms girl.
I can't study properly, i have no passion in doing maths not like last time.

& then my phone got stolen at the beg place, that was also my fault for leaving it there.
i can only put the blame on myself.

Worst among all the birthdays.

After going through all this,upon reaching home.
my body couldn't move from bed, i slept from 6.30 till 2.00.

You are the side effect of all my troubles & sufferings.

2009-10-04T00:48:00.004+08:00

I can't tell about the future, but i can say i'm crazy over you.

I'm your nobody now, i need to remind th myself the fact we're just friends everytime i talk to you.

2009-09-26T03:18:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 11 today.
suppose to go jen's place by 9 to follow him go ttdi library, but i overslept.
at 11.30, followed mom go tromall to get some groceries,
ended up after shopping she went to some beauty treatment, leaving me alone.
bored. -.-

I went to starbucks and was thinking either vanilla or caramel cream,
bought my caramel cream and walked around,
finally went in borders read magazine and 1 book.
mom called at 1 said she's done,
she fetched me to ttdi library from there.

at 4.50, jen's dad fetch me back to his condo,
lepak awhile,
followed bro to get some it equipments at centrepoint,
then went home to prepare for church.

zomg 5 mins to update this shit. i rock (:

I sweared to cross over. but my body wont move.

2009-09-24T02:03:00.005+08:00

Time is running out.

this fucked up needs to be gone for good.

mental space

2009-09-23T19:47:00.005+08:00

You hit my mind too much,

I can't stop thinking about you.

Call it love, call it blame, call it joy, call it pain, But I fell, call it girl what you may but its painful as hell

2009-09-20T01:06:00.003+08:00

I always hated saturdays,
it's worst boredom i ever suffer in every week.
went to kye's place.
talking about both kye siblings, reminds me how gay yesterday was.

I shall bocorkan my gay experience as a victim in that filty, disgusting, dirty house.

(gay background music zomg zomg zomg)

i should've recorded those scenes...

Those moments when....

when kye xien was sucking a cock formed from pillow's cloth & looking at me,
when kye xien was moaning and doing the girls-on-top stun on a pillow & looking at me,
when kye xien was repeatedly banging the boaster on the pillow moaning & looking at me,

(i seriously don't know why the hell did he do that for, probably trying to tempt me. HAHAHA)

The lil brother is no different, stupid gay buttsex brothers.

kye huan kissed me yesterday, joel, and tj. tj was kissed specialy above 10 times.
kye huan humps my ass, my back with his small bird more then once
kye huan touches me, hugs me.

stuck in the msn screen, wondering what should i say to you.

2009-09-19T13:48:00.002+08:00

This trials week has been hell for me,
maximum 3 hours sleep, minimum 1 hour sleep.
thank goodness i still could last, then on yesterday.
when its finally a holiday, i slept around 9-10 hours.

hope i can win this feelings, they can't possibly do this.
nothing positive will happen, negative issues will rise more.
I'm off to TJ's place.

See-ing him smoke reminds me not to smoke ever again.

I'm still keeping it deep, though it's now too late for our reunion

2009-09-17T02:19:00.004+08:00

Each time i think about my maths 2,
It's like im re-stabbing myself multiple times.

imyttttt

Do You - Neyo

2009-09-13T03:39:00.004+08:00

Wasnt really a boring saturday.

Went to watch Up in tromall today around 2.30 with joee, kahmeng, kaiboon & of cause the lovebirds, justin & peiwen.
the movie was alright, only liked the first part to the middle one.
i really liked how the old man & wife they met in the movie, having same interest on a guy.
how sweet, which in the end that guy tries to kill the old man*OH NOES SPOILERS.

Afterwards went cc with justin & kaiboon, sponsored by justin.
chong camey was a pain in the ass.
she called me and spam me on msn. -.-
was talking on a phone, and msn with 3 person. multitasking.
Grab a waffle beside the prox cc, and went walking home.

Have church tomorrow morning, goodnite.

Maybe this decision was a mistake.
You probably don't care what I have to say.
But it's been heavy on my mind for months now.
Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space.
I would love to talk to you in person.
But I understand why that can't be.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise.
If you answer this one question for me.

I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?

the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly

2009-09-10T02:55:00.008+08:00

The current school trials has ended, the next trials is happening in 5 days.
HAHA -.-
Insomnia is gonna be overpowered.
this whole month, sleeping hours will probably change temporary.

yesterday i was feeling extremely emotional.
no appetite, i even skipped dinner.
putting effort to study science, at that point was like drilling a asshole on a dick.
was very much irritated by myself for everything.
failed drilling the ass, i gave up.

I slept at 5 for 2 days.
thank goodness i had a working moving alarm clock :)
each time i sleep, it feels like i just closed my eyes for 1 minute.
that's how it felt when i wake up to go school after the next hour.

I love 2 persons at this moment. :)

Robyn for helping me in science question 1-40 today, which was the one i couldn't study shits yesterday. 3>

Chong Camey for being the best alarm clock past 2 days, eventhough she's charging me bubbletea for her service. I don't know how she operates. she slept at the same time as me 2 days ago, and still can call me until i was awake. 3>

im fucking steaming mysteriously -.-
oops. x:

Ideals for life

2009-09-07T16:51:00.005+08:00

Sept 05, Saturday @ Boston, Soho KL

first take, fail. both lee siblings stupid face

second take, almost fail. daniel lee has a stupid face, trying to not show his dimples.
sister wanted to camwhore alone actually with her phone, aha

Before leaving the place, group pic.

hiao face, with siau yi.
:D

Best picture for that day 3>
Hahahahahaha.

.bye

2009-09-07T16:39:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

Dejando a usted y no puedas ver que era el más lamentable

2009-09-05T02:39:00.002+08:00

Meeting you was fate,
To get to know you deeper was a decision,
But to fall in love with you continuously, I had no control over.

I lost count of how many times my heart were shattered into pieces
and always just a quick "Hello" from her seems to bring the broken pieces back everytime without fail.
As if it's like a balloon, bursting it and blowing it by repeat, the feeling is just indiscribeable.

i fucking need to hate you.

W

2009-09-02T01:42:00.003+08:00

I know almost everything about what's happening,
I wanna do something about it but heart refuses.

Now life doesnt sound meaningful anymore.
All this has to disappear, life needs to go on.
i need assistance.

im hooked deeply by you, babe

2009-08-29T03:40:00.006+08:00

Okay, this post is gonna be boring. for me.

Woke up at 11. left house at 12 to meet kaiboon & joee in kimwah for lunch. & planned to follow her to go badminton in ttdi hall.

Joee's dad fetch us + peiwen & munkar from peiwen's house.

Reach ttdi hall, met leeann & jaenee the annoying pokers in cafeteria, malang. -.-

Date reached first, soon chris, kee yuan & justin.

went to makbul mamak after badminton. pei wen & munkar went home afterwards.

Slacked at park beside the ttdi hall.

The olympic badminton players.

The first class pimp with his girls.
jo, wen, date.

karma

2009-08-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

My pride & chivalry got in the way, i should've beg you to stay

you're like a drug, when you're with me, it's awesome. eventhough you'll still hurt me in the end, i still want you

2009-08-23T01:03:00.005+08:00

Just got back from yumcha. :)
went to alot of places since, we didn't get to see waterfall.

went to eat cheap wantanmee around the town of KKB.
no not kukubirds. Kuala Kubu Baru.

reached the entrance around 12,
left at 3.30pm

we were told to patah balik cause of the heavy rain when we just crossed the 3rd river,
the waterfall was exactly after the 5th river.
another 10mins we could probably be touching each other inside the waterfall.

Rain stopped when we reach back to where we all started.
damn stupid -.-
we ate at mcd around 6. then went to jaya 1's station cafe at night to yumcha.
played all the childish card games. hahahaha

post will be edited when pictures is on the net.

you made it felt like it was yesterday when it was 5 days ago.

2009-08-22T01:59:00.005+08:00

http://www.waterfallsofmalaysia.com/51chiling.php

Going chiling waterfalls in 5 hours time, heard the location was on the way to fraser.
link above has full details about chiling.
I'll make this a fast post.

Went tanjen's house with joel at 2 for a drink, because christopher was leaving.
dylan bought heineken for chris that can't drink carlsberg. hahaha.
dylan's a asshole,
dumb enough to drink beer with a empty stomuch, few sips has already ko-ed him.
he even vomit to a cup. disgusting fella.
kept talking cock, annoying.

jean rick, kee yuan was also there.
didn't drink much, just 1 can.

wider then the widest

2009-08-20T02:53:00.000+08:00

... Not used to my new hair.

Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?

2009-08-17T02:02:00.003+08:00

Am' having & suffering twisted ankle.
2 blardy defenders just have to kick my ankle at the same moment.

It's swollen, gosh it's so fatttttttttttt.
comparing to my other ankle. ahah.

birthday star

2009-08-16T01:04:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Robyn <3

You're a really awesome friend. I love you, as a amazing person. :D
Wont be seeing you so much anymore after this year, i'll "treasure" you.
:)

( this is the only picture we took together that i can find D: )

even the star refuses to shine

2009-08-15T21:55:00.003+08:00

"be calm - love me - today - yesterday" (Ludwig von Beethoven)

those sorrows hurting myself, finally came a breakthrough.
now its all worth it.
im happy thats how you feel

14.08.09

2009-08-15T02:55:00.000+08:00

The Last Goodnight - Pictures Of You

Just got back.

-3am

falling for your love-traps around you

2009-08-13T02:32:00.006+08:00

Damn, it's red colour.. OR pink?

"Miss, please don't move & stand straight. don't ever look down.
there's a snake below that is terrifying. "

AHAHAHA. Sorry i'm lame.

you was always the cheerleader of my dreams

2009-08-13T01:51:00.002+08:00

exchange students that joined us on this monday (10 august)

the ones in blue blazer are japanese students.
while the other one is obviously not an asian, she's a australian.

As you can see, pn norsham is obviously explaining of how smkdu can be a terrifying place.

it's funny to see people discussing about ways to get phone number from the japanese girl that is standing in the centre.
HAHAHA.

deserved better then before

2009-08-08T19:48:00.003+08:00

pulse or an ache, don't know.
I don't even know what to act or how to react.
never enjoyed that feeling at all, ever.

failure assured

2009-08-08T01:23:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHA. It's my trials exam timetable.
I'm so screwed.

*edit
photo link error, then uploaded from pc directly. fixed.

your bassline is shooting up my spine

2009-08-05T22:15:00.005+08:00

Rhythm's running over me to wash away my fears
The back beat of humanity it sweetens my tears
There's something that's connected us down throughout the years
No need to feel so lonely, everyone's addicted to bass

the placement in your heart

2009-08-01T03:52:00.005+08:00

back from yumcha, succeed stealing some random wifi nearby just now for awhile.

- 4am.

+ Uploaded new background, cheerful yo.

polyphonics

2009-07-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

So much trouble, yet so little solution.
i guess thats the only way that can solve this,
and the most painful solution can get.
as i wished that you may be here to arrest me for all my doings,
i just need your inspiration.

you must be having a great time in life now, while im not

2009-07-26T00:49:00.003+08:00

I don't feel okay.
I have flu, sore throat, high body temperature, headaches.

I went serving today, for church member's wedding, apparently is my brother's colleague too.
today was my first wedding i serve, besides other things.
wasn't that bad. hahah

after wedding clean up,
went ivan's place nearby to play bball, met up with eric and morris in court.

went his place to shower, and left to sunway for steamboat buffet.
this time we tried out yuen's steamboat buffet to "celebrate" haowei's bday.

Didn't ate much, more off hanging out such.
everything divided cost rm24/pax.
some fellas weren't happy cause they only ordered chip chinese tea.

Silence/d

2009-07-22T00:09:00.006+08:00

;

Silence have not fixed any of our emotions between us yet.

the weakest link

2009-07-18T22:07:00.003+08:00

Weak, but still bearable.

Insomnia

2009-07-17T03:01:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep till you're next to me

,

2009-07-15T01:06:00.001+08:00

I might be nice to you, but that doesn't mean you can just mess with me or take advantage.

Noctorious quack

2009-07-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

July 10's Bagan Lalang Trip.

Met in church at 2.30, break fast at mamak.
everyone dili-deli waste time.
forgot what time we left, but we reached on 5.
the place is in sepang.

it's beside a resort call sepang goldcoast, the resort is trying to be like like dubai's palm tree island, but instead. this is palm tree resort, not a island.
awesome beach, well maintained. better then pdickson.

had bbq at night, reached home at 12.30

below pictures are from jesmine's camera:

the awesome white clean sand

getting high over pole dancing. woohoo.

Group photo; i look dam milo.

ignore the retard trying to fly a kite. :D

Group photo 2; i still look dam milo. i like jesmine's pose, she is awesome. Hahah

siau yi, eunice, jesmine.
I know, fugly hair. just reached destination and woke up. "bad hair-day"

there is more actually.
but i dun wanna embarrass myself on my retarded poses or im lazy to upload those pointless pictures. :)

i was ordinary, but you came in and made me extra-ordinary

2009-07-14T01:48:00.004+08:00

Yesterday,

boston's biyatch drink section on menu

went boston to eat lunch at soho kl, mont kiara which is near tenji buffet that is comparable with jogoya after church.
went futsal at night.
got tackled by simon.

Today.
went charms with justin joel kaiboon desmond, the 4 gays. :)
afterwards went justin house.
blablabla justin doesnt stop lying.
kaiboon went home and me and joel went tro-mall.
he grabbed his stuff from subway and left to dj.

which leaves me alone,
then i went borders, started reading magazines.
and read the men from mars and women from venus book.
i felt like jerk after reading the book, i felt guilty to the girls for my jerk-ness.

was there for 4 hours. serious shit, grabbed a waffle and went home by 7.30

let this snap pause everything

2009-07-12T17:28:00.003+08:00

July 7

We arrived at tro-mall around 11, after cc.
The "we" are me, justin, joel, peiwen, desmond.

desmond and joel went arcade.
so that leaves 3 of us, i didn't wanted to join the lovebirds on their movie, since i dun wanna be a lamppost.

then peiwen called cheryl and they both forced me to watch ice age 3.
so fine, i watched it for the 2nd time. watched it with joee and kim before.

after movies girls wanted to go shopping, so they went nichii.
and started camwhoring like crazy.

The girls took my phone and camwhored with clothes in the changing room, too much to upload.
so i wont upload it, malas lah.

@ Nichii ; Tropicana Mall

moments with you felt like ahead of time

2009-07-12T01:46:00.002+08:00

I have 2 functions that needs to be updated.

currently exhausted. back from beach

I despite that i adore you

2009-07-07T10:11:00.004+08:00

Currently in cc.
ponteng today.
bad boy.
i know, right?

not worth reversing time

2009-07-06T00:08:00.007+08:00

Oh yes.

transformer 2 was..

double thumbs up.
:D

Had a haircut today. :x

went tanjen house at 5, since im quite free today, and he wanted to drink.
he seems to can't accept the fact that i never went singapore before. O.O
Hahahah.

Phone is online

2009-07-04T13:16:00.004+08:00

Yesterday;

took back my phone from pn chan. HAHA finally.
wanted to go tanjen's house to drink but had to go tropicana mall for movies instead cause i promised.

watched transformer 2 with peiwen, justin, bryan ang.
and i thought i was the only one that haven't watch. it me and peiwen's first time watching :D
met jiarong, clarence, jiantat, izaaz, james, and more ppl during the movies. Hahaha

a thousand cuts, an undefined pain

2009-07-02T23:28:00.004+08:00

My phone got confiscated yesterday.

On my previous post, william chu almost made my phone kena rampas.
that was june 30, the next day, it really got confiscated.

DO NOT CALL OR TEXT ME.

PN CHAN MIGHT READ THE MSGS,
AND OF CAUSE DO NOT CALL.

(my phone is still on since yesterday) -_-

It happened like that.
A few retarded kids was trying to be some premier league football players, giving freekick shits in melati.
I obviously wasnt trying to be gerrard or torres shit, instead i was sitting down socialising, without noticing, i place my phone inside the table drawer, not using.

Because of the kids playing "football".
Pn Paramjeet or whatever is her spelling came in to class, to give them some tips how to play and warning them. She went to my table drawer and took my phone out without me noticing.
Didn't had time to switch off.

If only i had one wish

2009-07-01T01:44:00.001+08:00

WILLIAM CHU,

MADE MY PHONE KENA RAMPAS :(

..
...
....

ALMOST.

It was on pn phua's hand, for a few seconds.

We were kicking it all around

2009-06-28T00:26:00.007+08:00

Roses are red, violets are blue,
Shorter the skirt, better the view.

Just ignore my meaningless post,
as you can see.
im just trying to blog.
:)

Tell me that I'm not the only one who can try, who can fight your wall

2009-06-27T22:58:00.003+08:00

Yes fine.
I changed my eye-sore background. tsk.

walked to tropicana mall at 10.30 did some stuff then went back home,
and went to church for fasting.
after fasting went back to trop mall again to buy some groceries in carrefour -___-

Bought 3 shirts.
Justin desmond was in trops too,
so went cc with them :)

came back at 10pm, ate dinner at home.

justin and desmond must be in dharoos now. pssssh.

Cheer up, date

I can't keep my eyes off of you

2009-06-27T02:59:00.003+08:00

this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Mirror mirror, who do i love?

im officialy yours

2009-06-26T01:06:00.003+08:00

Skipped school today again, went cc but stopped halfway to save money :)

the criminals that went was joel, justin, desmond, clarence, jia rong and daniel lee yong xin.
jensen couldn't make it?

They went to eat in mamak, but i left earlier to walk to tropicana mall to meet up at cheryl teh.
she was late for frgin 40mins.
before she reach, i already met justin joel desmond at arcade already. -.-

After she arrived, first wanted to go sushitei to eat. since she's treating me :)
but no, i wasnt pmsing so im still kind. went food&tea instead since it's cheaper there.
while we were there, she was busy wrapping present for aaron for their second month anniversary.

dropped them off to their car and went back to arcade, since desmond said their there.
instead they were raping, tearing each other's shirt, testing each others testis on the filthy sofa of justin's house.

Injured my left heels.

screw those fishes, we're fucking now

2009-06-25T02:30:00.002+08:00

School was terribly, awfully, seriously, i'mnotjokingly, effing not-worth-going-or-even-spending-time-there.

Sleeping was the longest period in class.

I don't hate you,
but still that doesn't change my impression you're an asshole.

kept me running back to you

2009-06-24T01:22:00.003+08:00

Gotten from kennysia's blog.
lmao.

Click here for source.

" Earlier, it was also reported that a 14-year-old student of Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Damansara Utama was the latest victim of H1N1 virus.

The Form Two boy is the brother of a pupil from Sekolah Kebangsaan Assunta (2) Petaling Jaya who was also confirmed an H1N1 victim.

Both of them had visited Australia during the recent school holidays.

His 39 classmates have been ordered to be quarantined at home for a week. "

im a potential h1n1 victim.
Damn alot of people are ponteng-ing on this "h1n1-fest"
ooolala.

impression

2009-06-21T01:21:00.003+08:00

As it burns through my soul, the shadows i admired,
never knew what came through me as the shadow disappears camouflaging in my life.
and left me wondered, stunned.

solutions and reasons

2009-06-20T02:44:00.001+08:00

Sorry if i said any harsh words to everyone, wasn't in a mood.

is love a part time thing?

2009-06-15T21:33:00.004+08:00

went curve with friends on sunday
after church service and lunch with family.

no mood to blog recently, i might be a lil emotional and i might be cheerful or im just confused.

just use your imagination and imagine whatever okay.
heres a clue for your story ; pictures.

was looking at the camera at first, those retarded hands took the attention away x.x

you were taking a picture!?

Im trying not to care about you

2009-06-13T01:57:00.002+08:00

This is exactly what i'm doing now.

Multi-tasking, yo.

i smile to make you smile, not because i like it.

2009-06-10T03:19:00.004+08:00

Gosh.
damn paiseh.
first accidentally send wrong sms to date,
then after that, accidentally called friend's mom when i'm trying to call the friend instead.

gosh the mom is gonna hate me.
and i wonder how many mom or parents hates me,
despite all the mum-victims i been calling wrongly all this time.

Quest Crew yo.

Old love, but in shapes that renew and renew forever.

2009-06-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

Who knew camping at kelana jaya for 1 hours can meet so many amazing and unique people?
well i didn't.
:)

Was supposed to go PJ State for someeeething lah, by sitting Kelana Jaya LRT to Asia Jaya.
stupidest thing is i left my wallet and phone in mom's car.

Well since i can't do anything, my first idea was to walk there, but i didn't know the way, so i tried using the map in the lrt station for reference (the map that shows where train stops like you see inside the LRT).

well i wanted to walk straight all the way like the map but then i saw a random guy said "i shouldn't have stopped here" and tripped. Somehow that make me thought, "wow it's a sign of i-should-not-walk" hah, that doesn't mean im retarded.

So i was there wondering for 1 hour hoping i can see any familiar faces that can borrow me a phone, but all i see is amazing people not familiar people, i saw shemales, muscular old-jeez, busty angmohs, a multiracial family (they had sons that look like malay, indian, chinese, but their malay, judging by the way they spoke malay) and so on.

finally i gave up and i just entered 7-11 for fun, then the counter miss was kind enough to ask what wrong and why am i wondering outside for 1 hour. then she borrowed me her phone to call my mom, wooot.

came home at 2.
pj state, oh well.

I was about half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty... you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are.
J.D. Salinger

im sick of all this heartaches im feeling

2009-06-08T03:50:00.002+08:00

ou, hannah montana, gamefest, futsal, philip's place, hospital.

just gt back from hospital.

Tagged by nuer, joee, dll

2009-06-05T02:40:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?

Lol, what you want me to say? cheek, sexual organ? hehehe..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

Yesterday she was too rough, hmmmmm

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

Church lads.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

Nope, haven't expired.

5. Will you ever donate blood?

Sure, if they can stand my erecti-ve blood

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

Obviously :)

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

Yes, but i prefer not calling it as someone..

8. What does your last text message say?

Omg you're dam boring, go ou with your girlfriends or something

9. What are you thinking right now?

Trying to thinking what am i thinking Loool.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?

Hmm, not really a good place to be with someone, but sure why not!

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?

3 am. lmao.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

Can't seems to recall, maybe padini

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

Yes after you mention anyone on my mind.

14. Who was the last person who text you?

Megan

TEN ~~Lucky Person~~ to do this quiz…

1. Thumb
2. Asshole
3. Pinky finger
4. Testis
5. Middle finger
6. Left Wrist
7. Right Knee
8. Both Eyeballs
9. Neck
10. Extra long finger nails

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

Definitely not a penis

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

Jantan? How the hell do you judge its gender?

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?

Too rough.

18. What is no. 1 studying about?

The adventure of thumbnails

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?

Just started chatting to answer this

20. Is no. 4 single?

Ooo yes indeeed.

21. Say something about no. 2.

What goes in comes out at the same point

22. What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?

Impossible is nothing.

23. Describe no. 9.

Flexible

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?

I'll be suffering

25. Do you like 8?

Yes if i can see through things, anything, cottons or any tees wtv. (:

I'm sorry for all of the times that I didn't take you out

2009-06-05T01:54:00.002+08:00

Got back from tenji buffet.

the lovely Japanese buffet or u can call heaven of its own. ♥

Honestly didnt eat that much,
drank alot of coconuts,
and ate around approx 20 pieces of raw salmons.

their chinese food was not bad. tried a-few only.
never tried the most girls lovely husband, chocolate fountain or whatever you call it.
wasted, was finding all over for soft shell crab, and they didn't have it.
of cause, Häagen-Dazs ice cream was superb. queue was long.
but everything was worth it after a taste of the heavenly ice cream.
the strawberry and mango flavor was niceee,
chocolate is too biasa, just took 2 scoops of it only.

jesmine was funny. hahaha.

i was asking jesudas "how you get your icecream lah, cut-queue ah?"
he answered "no lah, people like me cannot wan"

then jesmine randomly answered. "of cause not lah, we're christians what".

hahahaha, whatever things we said we just relate being christians.
like taking all the prawn tempura after they refill for 3 times, saying we're christians, they'll forgive us and many crap. haha.

and almost everyone caught matthew closing his zippers, then jesudas just have to call him the zipper, saying he playes his zips all over, then can see jesmine quietly moving away from him and sat infront of me. lmao.

left the place at 1.10, though our tables were booked from 9 till 12.30

Price was RM43.60, with promotion.
not sure original price how much.

Didn't take much pictures.
will post it when it's on internet / mukabuku - i guess.

okay thats enough shit for now, don't wanna crap unecessary things.

uniquely postioned

2009-06-03T13:21:00.003+08:00

Followed mom to breakfast this morning,
wasted damn alot of time in kfc reading newspaper.
jeeez.

Then went to aunt house, and ofcause.
both starts their grandmother stories
that just doesnt end forever.

My aunt thinks being single is a crime, maybe thats why all her sons and daughter aren't single.
Hahahaha.

oo that makes me a criminal <3

took a holiday to heart

2009-06-02T12:51:00.002+08:00

According to this pic, I've injured my urethra on sunday during futsal,
ernest tried to scissors kick the ball and before he did that i already kick it to the other side.

Have been 2 days, still hurts.

can wee-wee properly (OH YES MAN)

playing on broken strings

2009-06-02T02:07:00.003+08:00

The truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

.

Just came back from mom's office that is infront of nzx (niuzexui) the deserted place.

12 hours without internet, kisiao.
oh man i miss you deeply.

I was so bored there till all i do was just editing pictures, which i edited millions.
that includes the new blog border, hot stuff.

2 tags to do,
both from nuer. heeeeeeesh.

malasnya.

She carries me away

2009-05-31T19:32:00.002+08:00

I want to suck you...

I want to lick you...

I wanna move my tongue all over you and every part of you...

I want to feel you in my mouth...

that's how you...
eat an ice cream.

Hahahaha.

Loyalty outruns specialty

2009-05-31T17:26:00.010+08:00

Affirmative, ordered by daughter to update.
ish. it should be me ordering her to do things.
Lol hahaha kidding.

Went ou at 12 yesterday, went there to shop for something personal at first, received a call halfway by cheryl, she came to meet me along with aaron her current dear, and joleen my daughter at robbin's. Bought a new wallet which is extremely wrong time. an hour or less after that, met peiwen at robbin's too. then the "poor" daughter was complaining being hungry. Hahah.

Went to ajisan ramen, to eat. while i just ordered a cold ocha, due to not enough money after buying the new wallet. :(
After that, joee, kim, date, kb arrived.
we went to waste time, camwhore, blablabla-i-dun-remember till others arrived, then movies, went to watch terminator, better compared to the previous terminator. daughter left during the movie. ):
kim, james, sy, gtg afterwards.

after that sat taxi with the girls as their bodyguards (date sponsored), while others walk since it was near. After all reach, we went vivo to eat dinner, i ordered fish baked pasta and mineral water, at that moment i only have 10 bucks in my wallet. (date sponsored)
Pei wen gtg back to ou for her ride, of cause the boyfren follow.

after that, we went to laundry to have a drink (date sponsored me again Oh gosh)

Ordered a bottle of heineken, no carlsberg was sold. i dislike heineken.
Km and boon ordered same.
jo ee ordered tiger
justin and desmond ordered some cocktail which i dun remember.

bill went up to RM128.

Kahmeng was the red-face-guy was drunk. hahahahaha. He didn't say anything funny except denying he's drunk and smiling. Hahahaha. Justin looks like he was during the way back, talking nonsense.

saying i sorethroat cause i drink lemon too much,
saying barcelona against mu was yesterday's match.
Hahahahah.

Thanks date for the finance help. really appreciate it.

The family :D

The date (:

The group pic with birthday girl.

The hot guy, was moving his face. ):

The "DADDY for that day" with bday girl

The nuer with the bday girl

Both daddy and daughter got take with bday girl, isssshh! i dont have.

I dislike long posts :/

she has him, thats why he only has envy.

2009-05-31T00:51:00.004+08:00

I'm a beast when you turn me on
Into the future cybertron
Harder, faster, better, stronger
Sexy ladies extra longer.

I'll update tomorrow about today. (:
just got back from curve and centrepoint mcd,
12.30am

Chasing after the footprints in the sand

2009-05-30T01:56:00.003+08:00

Ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou.

Tomorrow?!

Well i guess so, dear. (:

.

Today skipped teachers day went cc,
dota dota & dota, boring -_-
after that,
went to saloon above the small starbucks in uptown, for jiarong to cut his hair.
outcome was not bad d:

Went home to shower and changed to go ou,
Just went ou, just to watch NOTM2 only.
Hilarious, way better then the first NOTM.
It was so funny till i accidentally elbow my balls. OUCH.
Dropped peiwen outside ou, then took a cab with justin home.

Oh gosh, My mom took all my clothes to dobi, and the shop is not gonna be open till sunday morning!

Gonna have to wash my one and only shirt to go out, kesian.

You keep me strong, keep me running back to you

2009-05-28T19:41:00.005+08:00

oh gees look at my nail!

School was fun, not as worst as i expected.
robyn managed to passed up although she went panic last night.
No classes was on, everyone was running around school trying to finish their own respective projects as if teachers just died due to our exam results,
while i was in my class shaking leg, talking, visiting class to class, making love and all such having fun activities. (:

Started touching our own hands, moaning as loud till few teachers came in and check out the hot activity. sharpie was the play-maker.
The above post is just showing my palm, you haven't see my fingers from front yet.
camwhored a lil, * cast some hypnotise technique*
pei wen you shall upload those photos to your blog as i predict you will after you get the photos from facebook. Ok now,
>> REFER TO PEI WEN FOR PICTURES <3

Went tropics after school, currently finding a job there to work during holidays or after pmr.
jonathan yip is gay.

you stood me up

2009-05-26T00:32:00.004+08:00

So she said she'd like to get with me,
She really needed some company,
This was a perfect opportunity.
She was everything a girl could be,
Great personality, with a beautiful body.

Tsk, no updates.

My enthusiasm towards girls are decreasing,
that is not a fuckin good thing, i can turn gay any moment.

LMAO.